I'm at the point where I'm starting to enter back into a funk ...I think maybe it's because I'm surrounded by people who have more/do more than me. It could be because I'm faced with the whole "i'm more mature than you" situation like in high school, maybe it's because I'm sick or because I'll get my period soon, maybe it's because they found something on my mom's kidneys, maybe it's because my dad is filing for bankruptcy and they're threatening to take his house, maybe it's because i miss cuddling with familiarity, maybe it's because i feel really disconnected from my friends right now, maybe it's because granny is getting way worse, maybe it's because my pop pop is sick, maybe it's because I have a project due next week, maybe it's because i feel overwhelmed....whatever it is...I'm getting into a funk. And I'm NOT happy about it. I was doing so well and I keep trying to keep my head up. But sometimes it's hard. Sometimes you can't help it if someone catches you not smiling for 2 seconds and then constantly asks you what's wrong. Sometimes you just have a bad day or week...sometimes you have shit on your mind that takes over. I'm trying to stay positive. I'm trrying to keep out of this this time...but I don't always have a choice.

boo.